Yesterday, it really hit me how utterly foolish it is to put off school work (or any kind of work for that matter). As I was sitting at my desk, immersed in my text books, I knew that I still had five chapters to read, a quiz to take, a final exam, and two projects that include summarizing every book of the Bible in eight to ten sentences (which, at the time, was all due last night). Not to mention that it had been two weeks before that I had only just begun to delve into my eight week course which consisted of three text books totaling 1000 pages, seven quizzes, a final exam, and two projects. That fact that I only have two-thirds of the projects remaining and a 96 average so far is great. Thankfully, Liberty University’s internet provider is having problems so they extended all classes till Wednesday this week.
But! I came to the conclusion that if I keep doing this, if I keep procrastinating these online courses (which leads to other areas of work as well), I will surely die of heart failure by the time I’m thirty. My heart is still throbbing with pain from the stress of yesterday’s load of school work plus staff meeting with Aletheia and band practice that night. I think I only managed to eat a bagel and some pretzels the whole day, too.
So I came to this conclusion (one that I’ve come to many a time but that I pray will stick this time):
That rest can only exist after work is done; without work, there could never be rest.